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 No.17742[Reply]

Honestly I can't believe anyone still posts here. 8kun turned out to be a massive disappointment, Knightly disappeared, and our webring board got deleted for inactivity while I was gone. Yet here we are, still refusing to waggle our willies. It's impressive.

Anyway, don't fap ya cunts. Feel free to use this thread for your 2021 nofap year journal. This time for sure, bros, we're all gonna make it.

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 No.17841

>>17838

Kek. You're like an autistic janny then.

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 No.2[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

Welcome to /nofap/

This board is for the discussion of nofap, noporn, and the societal implications of fapping and porn.

RULES AND FAQ

http://jthnx5wyvjvzsxtu.onion/nofap/rules.html

>1. Stay on topic. The topic is pretty loosely defined here so use some common sense.

>2. Don't post porn. NSFW images will be deleted. Posting NSFW material as a shitty troll attempt will result in a comically long ban. This board is SFW, so keep it that way.

>3. Non-/nofap/pers are welcome to come and question the premise of nofap and to argue against nofap. That said, shitposts, flames, bait, spam, and trolls are not allowed and such threads will be locked or deleted.

Just those three.

If anyone needs to get a hold of me try my e-mail at plaguedoctor@memeware.net.

And because I don't want to clutter the board with excess stickies:

ITT: dump /nofap/ infographs, videos, links, banners and other such things

/nofap/ bunker is at http://anon.cafe/nofap/ , the board will be here if 8kun goes down again.

If you're having trouble getting the 24 hour captcha to load, try going directly to http://jthnx5wyvjvzsxtu.onion/dnsbls_bypass.php

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 No.17777

>>15

These kikes are fucking everywhere holy shit you virus nobody likes you

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 No.17365[Reply]

This is my honest perspective on it and I'm open to having a discussion about it. I really believe the whole thing is a trap to get people to stop thinking clearly so it ruins their life. If my thread gets deleted I'm not sure what I will think, but I will probably believe that my concerns are confirmed.

Here I will present my perspective:

nofap was created by hyper leftist self hating anorexic OR obese roastie hyper-feminist misandrist social justice warrior outrage mob women with pointy glasses, too much make up, heels that are wayyyyy too high and exaggerated, and blue/green/pink dyed hair.

They created nofap so that men would hate their own bodies and themselves as much as women hate their own bodies and themselves. It's basically an MK ultra psychological warfare mindfuck like the things women say at the very end of arguments that just fucks your head for a whole week.

Meanwhile they contradict themselves by glorifying female sexuality, but demonizing male sexuality.

These people believe that men don't have the right to enjoy the freedom of brining themselves to orgasm by natural and safe and risk free means in the privacy of their own home, and seek to shame men and make them feel depressed and miserable for doing a healthy and happy natural thing that can't result in STD's or Pregnancy. Masturbation.

The end goal is that they know men are horny no matter what, so they convince them they can't fap, and then mens minds automatically rationalize that if they can't fap they must fuck, and then they bombard us with the incel insults to use peer pressure and bullying to push us into getting into a relationship and getting married to one of these "WOMYN" (not any of the unicorn rare nice ones) in order to achieve sex, because coomming in a womyn is totally different than coomming with your hand right? wrong, both ways you coomed. But then guess what, you're trapped! She's pregnant! Or maybe not, but both ways she divorce rapes you RIGHT in the fucking bank account and takes over half of all your shit, takes your healthy happy dog that you'vPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.17705

File: 8e12c517fe77072⋯.jpg (65.05 KB, 791x530, 791:530, 8e12c517fe770728fe6f8879c4….jpg)

Ive seen this posted on other boards I dont recall where at the moment but to some it all up refer to pic

ps: Fuck reddit

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 No.17716

I'll do NNN and brief NoFap for discipline or make sure I'm not addicted. Even though I watch a lot of crazy porn I've never had the symptoms of porn addiction, e.g. trouble getting hard in real life or needing more extreme porn to get off.

I've not ejaculated since mid-October. I wasn't planning on going so long but November hit and now I'm not really into cumming. After about three weeks of NoFap, very sticky drops of semen would leak out of my dick. Fucking gross but only a little bit, it happened a few times a week. This morning I was taking a much-needed shit after not shitting the day before, and after the shit came out I pissed a shot glass of cum and prostate fluid. I thought I was just pissing at first until I stood up and globs of cum kept falling out of my dick onto the bathroom floor. I looked in the toilet and saw the mass of cum at the front of the bowl just under the water. I didn't experience any pleasure but I did feel more relaxed and my sack felt less pressure.

I'm writing this because that was the gayest, grossest fucking thing my body's done and you're better off being a porn-addicted coomer than unloading a fluid ounce of jizz into a shit-filled toilet. Fucking nasty.

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 No.17852

if it's not an addiction, then you should be able to quit for a month without ever thinking about it.

please quit for a month and tell us how it goes.

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 No.17854

>>17365

If's you think it's a scam, you should question what exactly you are giving up by not masturbating. Nobody is forcing you to date or get married. In fact, if you are going to deny yourself pleasure, you may as well go all the way and abstain from sexual relations with women as well as pornography and masturbation. Think of it as a well to clear your mind and build self-discipline. It doesn't have to be permanent either. Try masturbating without pornography once a month or so and see how that goes.

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 No.17855

>>17365

wtf holy shit

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 No.17779[Reply]

What are some foods that can procure manhood? What is the best way to attain a JoJo physique? How do I make it past the first big urge? etc.

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 No.17783

>>17779

Zinc. Take Zinc supplements and eat food high in zinc. The best way to make it past the big urges is just to tough it out, I'd play vidya or just watch TV to get my mind off those huge urges in the first tow weeks. Just remember after a month the urges become much more manageable, once you've got through those urges then you can work on yourself

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 No.17791

zinc

magnesium

D3 & K2

chamomile, tumeric, and green tea

(decaf)

eat plenty of ANIMAL fats & proteins

all plant forms of it will decrease your

testosterone

foods:

fish (preferably salmon)

eggs

some fiber

red meat, if you're willing to wash a cast

iron skillet every day

the main issue is learning how to keep going after you fail, and improving obvious things like sleeping habits (which

will get you for sure)

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 No.17814

Ashwagandha supposedly stimulates androgenicity way upstream on the pituitary level. Ginger root does something but no idea how.

>>17791

doesn't chamomile have phito estrogens? Maybe just take an apigenin supplement.

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 No.17853

>>17814

Lots of plant food contain phytoestrogens including tea, chamomile, most nuts + seeds. The only sources worth worrying about (avoiding entirely) are soy and flax. The others are fine, I personally limit my tea consumption to one teapot every other day and it doesn't affect me I don't think.

http://www.dietaryfiberfood.com/phytoestrogen/phytoestrogen-food-sources.php

This shows the relative amounts in each one, the numbers speak for themselves. Just avoid soy products and flax, there are more important things to worry about diet-wise than phytoestrogens.

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 No.17775[Reply]

I was/is a pretty bad addict. So I have been on nofap for 4-5 months now, occasionally peeking at porn, but mostly just encountered some softcore on the chans and thats all. Not full monk mode but I only jacked off 2 times without porn.

I have this female friend who knows about my situation and is ready and willing when I'm ready. She has agreed to help me "test". My only problem is I don't know if I could at the moment. She's cool and all, and of course knows about all of this, but I don't want to fuck this up. I'm probably flatlining, I'm not even horny for the past 1-2 months. What do?

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 No.17851

Recommend reading Jordan Peterson's 12 Rules book. It kind of helps you understand that morality/religion is a set of rules that humans came up very long ago as a framework for success and happiness.

Casual sex with your friend is immoral and has great risk of negative consequences. You already know that, which is why you asked.

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 No.17800[Reply]

It's 25/01/21, I'm aiming initially for three months without watching porn, jerking off or ejaculating, but time and effort will tell if I get further from there.

I want to purify my soul, I want to meditate and exercise, breath clean air and heal myself. I've been poisoned for a long time now.

Fuck you porn industry, fuck you demons on earth.

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 No.17811

OP here, day number 13: some pal wants me to bang her wife while he's watching. This is beyond surreal, stuff like this never ever happened to me, I don't know if it's mere coincidence or this sexual desire I've been keeping and also the meditation I've been doing had some sort of manifestation as a result or some shit that these kind of things are happening to me.

Feelin' blessed, Saturday might lose some cum but not because of my own hands so it's still counting

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 No.17816

12/02

Lost :(

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 No.17817

Day 0: It's curious how everytime I'm searching how to better myself I end up here and failing. Life keeps hitting whenever I try to climb up.

Maybe because it's the way to go.

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 No.17821

>>17817

I'm OP. Don't let yourself down bro, I've lost yet I started again (second day), c'mon, nothing can stop us.

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 No.17850

>>17811

I believe these types of opportunities are negative. I call them "the devil at the door". Banging some dudes wife while he watches is basically the same crazy shit as watching porn.

The goal is healthy relationship, healthy life goals, healthy view of sexuality. Participating in dirty shit like that is just pulling you back.

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 No.40[Reply][Last 50 Posts]

So, Anons, what's your weakness?

What one thing, when you see it, almost always breaks away at your resolve?

Think about it, post it, and test your resolve by not breaking the /nofap/.
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 No.12655

>>274

I feel your pain

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 No.12687

>>2515

>>2555

It sounds like succubi to me. Sometimes they are just coming in dreams in appearence you like. They are taking your energy and pushing you to sin. Something simmiliar happened to me about a year ago. I red on some website, that is important to cry out Jesus name loud and break all truces with evil forces in his name. It actually worked that's how I became a christian .

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 No.17840

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Usually, after the weeks pass by i get over confident, and i shave, when i shave my balls and dick, i often think women will find me more attractive and i get aroused. Maybe i should just remain a hairy fucker

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 No.17848

Ashamed to confess it but bestiality

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 No.17849

For me, it's women fainting. I get turned on by the idea of supposedly competent and professional women loosing composure and needing a male peer to save them. Fainting, to me, represents the ultimate loss of control and plays well into my damsel-in-distress fantasies. I used to fap to old movie posters, photos of women on fainting couches or stretchers and clips of women fainting from movies. I still get turned on whenever I find a reference to a woman fainting in a medical or documentary context. It doesn't happen often, but when it does I get all sorts of lustful feelings. I've always been infatuated by the idea of a beautiful woman literally falling into my arms. In real life, or course, I've only had a handful of girlfriends, and those relationships never seem to last long. Getting to carry them a short distance is the closest I've gotten to fulfilling this fantasy.

>>17848

>Ashamed to admit it but bestiality

Animal pornography? At the very least it's something hardcore, so I'd think it would be easier to avoid than most.

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 No.17834[Reply]

I'm on a 546 day streak right now. 546 days is almost 1 year and 6 months. I reached this streak by following the process below.

Chant the Hare Krishna mahamantra daily. On some days I chant it for only half an hour but on some days I go up to 2 hours. But I make it a point to chant it for at least 10 minutes daily and on most days I reach half an hour. The Hare Krishna mahamantra is -

Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare, Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare

I follow these 4 regulative principles while chanting -

1. No meat eating - hard to follow in western countries but if you must eat meat, do not eat beef at any cost. Eat other kinds of meat. Goat is the least harmful kind of meat so try to make do with that. Again, the preferred way is to avoid all kinds of meat and eggs altogether. That's the regulative principle.

EDIT : Why no meat eating? Not only is it most sinful to kill another living entity for the pleasure of the tongue (Bhagavada Gita), meat also increases the lust and sexual desire in the body and the mind. So one is bound to relapse if they indulge in meat eating.

2. No intoxicants - No drugs, no cigarettes, no tea, no coffee, no chocolate, no alcohol, no substances of any kind.

3. No gambling. Try to walk on the path of truth. No need to lie unecessarily. Lying is a sinful activity which puts a spiritual burden upon us and makes us heavier.

4. No illicit sex (no PMO - porn, masturbation, orgasm, no adult activities with women, no sexual intercourse).

EDIT : Brahmacharya means pure celibacy. That requires total avoidance of all sexual activities. However if one is married there is a slight allowance. One can engage in sexual intercourse but only for the purpose of producing a child. Not for wanton enjoyment. Once they have as many children as they desired they have to stop indulging in sex life.

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 No.17835

lmfao you incels are truly pathetic

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 No.17836

>>17835

ok coomer

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 No.17837

>>17836

If you think your "mahamantra" bullshit is anything but a comedy, you're retarded.

Imagine thinking "spiritual vibation" isn't just a way to scam soccer moms, potheads and retarded poos.

You really should kill yourself. You're a special kind of retard.

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 No.17847

How do I get in touch with you, if I want to do a voice call? Is there a group that you are on in Telegram, where I can find you?

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 No.17829[Reply]

How does one keep from getting aroused by mundane things like tile patterns, doorknobs and the state of Ohio? If you find those things titillating, they will be very hard to avoid, no matter how committed you are.

For example, I get turned on by the thought of women fainting. I used to collect images and videos of it happening, even though I never had a normal porn collection.

Now days I have my habit mostly under control, but I still get the urge to fap whenever I find a reference to a woman fainting. This doesn't happen often, but when it does I'm turned on right away, especially if it was unexpected.

How do I deal with this fetish? Is there a way to "un-kink" myself? Do I just have to live with it as best I can?

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 No.17846

>>17829

>tile patterns, doorknobs and the state of Ohio

how

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 No.17595[Reply]

Feels like I'm in pure hell. I'm suffering in fake pleasure. I've sank so low.

My self esteem was already low and because of constant fails, it went even lower.

And I fetishized it all. It all starts with some femdom and now I'm looking out for newest futa on male crap.

I'm disgusted with myself. Everything is shit and loathsome. I hate myself even writing this because it's all just useless blackpilling whining into the void.

I used to write a diary but the amount of failed promises there made it too embarassing and pointless to continue. Oh, the countless "This is it", "Now, I'll be clean for good", etc.

I even became somewhat religious because of this all but I can't help but think that it's over for me, I'm going to hell for sure because of how much I sinned and continue to sin daily. I ask God to give me strength to defeat this addiction but I don't know. Nothing's working out lately.

Starting to seriously consider ending it all anons.

I don't know how to get myself out of this hole, never felt so low in my life.

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 No.17657

>>17595 I used to be pretty heavily addicted to degenerate femdom fetish filth as well. Start by seriously realizing what is right and meant to be. "Alt-Right" AKA (peace and harmony) views and morals is my concrete foundation that has given me the insight and power to free me from this cucked degeneracy that has been spawned to destroy men. And believe me, many improvements take place and your brain rewires back to normalcy, you will view women the way nature intended. The fake illusion of the so called femdom fetish that your brain has been hijacked by via unnatural hyperstimulation and modern degeneracy will disappear over time, and will start loving to fuck tight PUSSY! It gets SO much better, DO NOT give up, our European ancestors fought hard for what's right. You can do it too.

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 No.17825

easypeasymethod(dot)org

You sound desperate. I was there. Take this, friend

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 No.17828

I am in the same situation you are in right now almost exactly and I want you to know that simply by you posting this, I can see its not just me, which has helped me a lot and given me more strength to fight these demons. God bless you anon.

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 No.17831

>>17595

kys OP. you're a faggot

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 No.17839

>>17595

Hey anon. Long post coming through, and forgive me for any inconsistencies or bad structure in-general, my capacity for meaningful conversation has been decreasing greatly in the past few months, along with my intellectual ability.

Complete abstinence from porn and masturbation is the only way for both your suffering wrong doings and lack of masculinity.

I recommend checking out John Butler (not the musician) on YouTube, specifically his video "Naturally" I watched in a very low state. It was a depressing night, I don't remember exactly what it was, these past few months I have had downs, that night I had suicidal thoughts. I watched that video, in the morning I had a major anticipation for something in my life, a sort of interview, I needed to be very calm. I meditated throughout the whole night due to insomnia, probably slept about 1 hour, I have never experienced something as bad before. But in my mediation I watched as hours passed. I wonder if I went into REM sleep. I was sitting down so I couldn't have fallen asleep, but the time passed as if I was sleeping, and although that night I couldn't achieve true peace and calm of mediation and prayer, it was good looking back at it, with no choice I got up at 5, barely sleeping but feeling fairly rested. Now this was about after a week of not seeing sunlight, I don't remember how exactly, 1 year back I sunbathed regularly and here I was not getting any sun for several days. And so, in the morning I decided to get some morning UV-A to help my fucked up Circadian Rhythm and for proper Dopaminergic Cycling. The interview was at 12 I think. Anon, I have never seen something so beautiful. It was the type of weather after a few days of rain and it being a clear sky. The air was clear, there was some wind, the sun powerful where I live but it was cold. Anon, I felt at peace. I knew at that moment depression distorts one's worldview. The true world is not what your mind encapsulates. The next day I needed to walk for school for the first time after a long time do not going due to Corona and mental fuckage, the whether was as beautiful. I almost cry thinking about that sky, the general feel. I live in a fairly rural area. I took of my shirt and walked around, took off my shoes and put my fePost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.17761[Reply]

Hi guys, I just wanted to lay down some of the things that can happen to you when you're not serious about it and what happens when you've been consuming porn for years.

That being said, your judgement on my actions would justified and if you people deem me a degnerate, I understand.

When I was a kid, I got molested by my uncle, and throughout the years, that memory was blocked out, a memory so painful and traumatazing that it left me doing things that I would never have imagined.

My porn consumption started out when I was very young, at the age of 11-12, it started out just finding some flash games and those new grounds meet n' fuck game if you remember.

But as the years went on, it got worse, fetishes got more absurd and counter to my nature and it got to the point where my number fetish was shemale and gay porn.

I would go on cam sites and talk to old men who fetishized teenage boys and have chatted with them on cam when I was underage.

Granted this addiction was a great source of shame and excitement, the more I did it, the more I though about meeting some of these men, not because I was attracted to them but because I wanted to feel something besides the shame and focus on the excitement.

I never did meet those people though, thank god. But a couple of years later I found myself in gay chats chatting with the same teenage boys that I was, I told myself well since I did it, it's not that big of a deal.

And then I started chatting with this gay guy and he incited me to download Grindr, and then that was just the start of the end. I met up with men near my area, and after each encounter, I felt more sick to my stomach, but the porn was always there, inciting me to do something more… always something more.

Then my infatuation with trannies just got worse, I started hiring trans escorts to humiliate me and degrade me, because as I saw myself I was a lost case, not deserving to be happy or just be straight.

Fucking years went on, now I'm 25 and every of my sexual partners have been men, even though, everytime that I did this, I just asked myself what is wrong with me, I don't even like doing this

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 No.17798

>>17784

if you read the bible it clearly states that god will punish all the wicked. telling sob stories wont get you redemption. killing pedos who pimp out little girls might

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 No.17812

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 No.17823

>>17798

Sorry, but which part of the Bible are you referring to? I think punishment can be meted by Jesus, because He can see rue in your soul and/heart and forgive you. The wicked get punished only if they don't feel remorse for their actions.

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 No.17824

OP, your post has value if you don't repeat your past actions. If you do that, then your regret becomes hollow and you will probably forget yourself in the process.

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 No.17830

>>17823

You'll never get forgiven because you're a kikejew faggot.

"If anyone, then, knows the good they ought to do and doesn't do it, it is sin for them."

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File: 48ecd4743de6481⋯.png (590.97 KB, 1293x866, 1293:866, 1562853725357.png)

 No.17827[Reply]

Every night for the past 3 days I've been having wet dreams.

I don't understand why I'm having them though, I've managed to reach three weeks without fapping before and I had no wet dreams.

Why am I having them and how do I stop them?

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File: 643325ae9a6aa8a⋯.png (25.66 KB, 334x335, 334:335, logo.png)

 No.17826[Reply]

Hey there, /nofap/

We're in the process of organizing a new edition of The Infinity Cup or /icup/ for short, a virtual soccer tournament pitching various boards and imageboards against each other, and we're trying to find out if you guys wanted to reserve a spot in the final tournament. For an example of what the tournament looks like, refer to http://infinitycup.shoutwiki.com/wiki/Infinity_Cup_6

If you are interested, since your team has never played in previous iterations, we don't have either your roster, your kits or logos, so the only thing we ask of you if you want to join is the following:

1) Create a roster of 16 to 23 players, which can be named as you see fit;

2) Create a suitable logo for your board, it can be in any shape you want;

3) Create at the very least one kit for your team, which can be done by using this flat one as a template; There's no maximum on allowed kits, but the norm is to give a Home kit, an Away kit and a Goalkeeper kit at minimum;

4) Making sure your team has the correct number of medals (1 Gold, 1 Silver and 2 Bronze), which you can see from the wiki page;

5) Making a thread over at http://anon.cafe/icup/ with your team's pledge, you just need to make a new thread telling us that your board wants in on the cup.

Optionally) Assign player cards, roles and special strategies to your players, which can be referenced from the following wiki articles:

http://infinitycup.shoutwiki.com/wiki/Player_Cards

http://infinitycup.shoutwiki.com/wiki/Rules

http://infinitycup.shoutwiki.com/wiki/Team_Strategies

Optionally2) Change roster names and/or give us 3D models to use for your team, or new kits or whatever contribution Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

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 No.17822[Reply]

I've tried and failed many times in the past, but this time something is different. I'm currently about 3 weeks in and I didn't even plan on doing nofap, I only decided to stick to it about 7 days in once I realized what I can do.

Before I had a problem that I believe plagues 99.9% of nofapers and 100% of the failed nofapers. It is the build up of the sexual energy in the lower chakras which can only result in inevitable explosion, unless you learn how to pull it through the spine to the upper chakras. Now I'm using the term "chakras" here because it's the most popular term for energetic centers of human body, I'm not well versed in teachings that the term comes from. By opening the 2 lowermost chakras, you can instantly transmutate the sexual urge into power which can be used in any of the upper chakras depending on how far you pull it. I used to get very strong sexual urges several times a day and by focusing awareness to the pathway between root and sacral and then pulling it further up the spine to solar I learned that I can make the sexual urge die within 10 seconds after which I feel energized which can on a downside make it hard to sleep unless you learn how to direct it through the crown. With time, this process started happening by itself.

The problem is that attaining such ability is not easy and I really can't offer a concrete guide, only some guidelines. Meditate. A lot. Reach the state of perfect stillness. This is where the magic happens. Learn to control your awareness. Don't force it, the key is in the opposite - learn to let go. Awareness is like a magnet for energy and by focusing it on root you hook the energy which you can then drive wherever you want. But again and I can't stress this enough - don't force it. Working with awareness is opposite from working with muscles. You don't make it work, you let it work. I'd compare it to playing with a shy cat.

Also check out this clip: I know you'll find it cringe but it actually contains very useful advice, especially the part about water chakra which is a major concern for all of you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cH-HT9WCtiQ

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 No.17819[Reply]

How can I control my genital disturbing me to do it? Anyone here had this problem too?

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